Wednesday, March 21, 2012

My Apathy is Boundless

my apathy is boundless
constant struggle to find meaning
when I am certain there is none
am I kidding myself?
can I do this? any of it?

and even if I can
is that all I can do?
I'm not sure the big picture
is much bigger than that

so many ideas
so many dreams
constantly fighting the urge
to start something else new
when there's already so much begun

time and the heretofore mentioned apathy
are my enemies
that is until you factor in laziness
and the ever present
artist dancing daydreaming

if I try to remember
and yes, I said, 'try'
because I've given up on promises
to take one idea, one dream at a time
can I do it? is that enough?

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